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imaginary deadlines

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1.
take me back 03:33
february 8, 2019 take me back to a place where words are exchanged and i feel everything a little more and the words that i say come from my heart and not my brain and you're still there when i walk through the door you know it's rare, i never lied when i first met you somewhere i feel like i got lost and hope that you get rescued we yearn about the summer times enshrined in mind then left to grow up and find the windy line, hoping the lord will bless you take me back to the days i feel less alone and feeling emotions didn't mean i turned myself into stone and thunderstorms never came when I think of the future when asked by mom and dad and reassure them that i'm finding a path, so i'm running around like a fool now searching my chest for the cool down diving inside of the pool now seeing my friends on their pull out look at myself on the way, praying my bullet wont stray minimum wage, next to the bachelor's degree, don't know the way so i - give me rest, i'm so tired of being in my head oh know it's nothing really special, i can't seem to let go looking for myself in stress minutes hours on the headphones looking empty i just wanna see them searching and they try to find me keep it in my head and chest so you can't see my ugly give me guidance or a goal, i don't see it coming cycle or a dance, looking for my friends running around like a fool now searching my chest for the cool down diving inside of the pool now seeing my friends on their pull out look at myself on the way, praying my bullet wont stray minimum wage, next to the bachelor's degree, don't know the way so i stay there so looking at myself and hope i never do you wrong knowing one day we'll be out and feelings like this will be gone problems of a 20 something not new and here's to drawing out a blueprint that won't always stay blue
2.
subside 03:23
november 27, 2017 lying in your bed side by side a feeling heavy in my chest won't subside you tell me stories about your mundane night i pull you closer it's not close enough standing outside your car you roll down the window there's something i have to get out before you go i love you will you hate me if i call you in the morning i want to see your face before you go reflections of moonlight in your eyes another colorful evening passes by i make a comment beneath these amber skies you hold me closer it's not close enough standing outside your car you roll down the window there's something i have to get out before you go i love you will you hate me if i call you in the morning i want to see your face before you go
3.
show up 03:30
february 9, 2019 i only show up when you ask me to jaded at parties where i'd wait for you and i thought you'd be here all of the things i didn't want to do i romanticized because of you and i thought you'd be here where were you last night i waited up for you all night
4.
change 03:36
oct 15, 2019 you say you want me to change i don't believe you anymore you shut the door flying down at 50 and you throw open the door you wanted more remember it was war and i was yours and now i'm looking at the pictures on the floor you wanted more
5.
june 25, 2019 don't tell yourself it's over when you get back home tonight you'll find that when you're sober she looks different in the light it's a slip of the tongue a wrong move when you're drunk and her hair in your hand must be something unplanned and i'll say it again and again don't tell yourself it's over when you get back home tonight you'll find that when you're sober she looks different in the light maybe i'm overthinking calling it an oversight in whispered voices, speaking we reach a compromise it's a trick of the light your hand on her thigh and the radio silence wasn't fight or flight and i'll say it again and again don't tell yourself it's over when you get back home tonight you'll find that when you're sober she looks different in the light maybe it's wishful thinking wanting you to take my side but she is there and i am leaving give me just one more night
6.
oct 10, 2019 it's been a little while since i've heard your voice echoing back from down the hall and i'm wondering why did i let you go without picking up your call i'm fading out i'm feeling lightheaded hour and a half on the road i'm feeling low i'm feeling everything happening slow don't how to be on my own i'm feeling low i'm feeling everything start to go
7.
tiny figure 03:43
january 4, 2020 faded blue on you warmer words, cracked through dim reflection, sober connection life was balanced with you there's a drawer for you bath towel and shampoo leather seats, company fall away with you gifts returned, brand new wasted time, argued stolen sweatshirt, you're a collector going on year two empty cards from you gentle voice push through tiny figure, pull the trigger who was i without you
8.
retainer 03:02
november 2, 2019 more words i can't get out i thought i had it figured out a way to live just for myself convinced that i was doing well more lies i couldn't see my own advice, i couldn't keep i let you in so easily "detach, detach", no i don't need but my stomach hurts, i can't fall asleep even when you're lying next to me a caving in my chest so deep i feel my heart beneath my feet i can't stand to hear your apologies or your face twisted in sympathy your hold so tight and comforting but i just can't stop overthinking i'm losing you, i can't fall asleep even when you're lying next to me your hold so tight and comforting but i feel so cold i'm shivering and my stomach hurts, but i can't eat and i feel my body growing weak i don't deserve your empathy i can't stand it when you look at me i am losing you, and you fall asleep your self restraint is killing me you hold me tight but i can't sleep you're warm and i am shivering i don't understand how it got this way i was looking forward to today and now living feels like a chore i don't want to be here anymore
9.
bluebell 02:16
november 18, 2019 the way your hair falls from your face and almost meets your waist i wish this wasn't the last time i left your place looking down into your eyes i say my last goodbyes to this view of you in bed my arms down by your head i wish you well sweet bluebell you gave me warmth i miss that now another touch of consolation feels cold to my frustration and you tell me everything will be alright there were tears to my surprise falling down onto your thighs and it dawns on me that there's no compromise
10.
morning rain 03:20
march 26, 2019 i took a walk in the morning rain wondering how you've been your touch like rain evaporates and slowly leaves my skin i thought at least twice today that i can't remember when your words like fog would dissipate and gently settle in will you remember me devoid of all my empathy she said "you get bored easily tell me are you bored of me?"

about

2018, 2019
park that car, drop that phone, sleep on the floor, dream about me

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released January 11, 2021

mastered by max gowan
album cover and vinyl design by camille park

mitch webb - boi voice, guitar solo on subside, orchestral arrangement and brass performance on morning rain, piano on wishful
trung thien tran - rap arrangement on take me back, hats on change
clint burgos - partial production on subside, cymbals on show up
jiyoung min - violin on morning rain and bluebell, general potato
kevin javier - cello on morning rain
cooper roe - bass on subside and show up
thomas smajstrla - guitar solo on show up, some guitar on subside
summer wood - drums on subside recorded at feel flow studio
eugene chung - drums on show up
muhammad rahadi - drums on wishful

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