something deliberate

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summer 2016

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released August 22, 2016

second guitar melody on anywhere by clint burgos
instrumental bridge on fardels bear by jiyoung min
album cover taken by tammy wong

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Track Name: anywhere
i watched a sunset go down from a foggy rearview mirror
as purple clouds roll over my head, whisper 'there's nothing to fear'
but purple always fades to gray to black to night skies far away
and darkness will evaporate but when and where is hard to say

i'll go anywhere
if you try to find me
i'll go anywhere
if you try to find me

i fell asleep in the front row of a commercial flight
where candied skies of orange red bled in through windows seeping light
but orange always fades to gray to black to night skies far away
and darkness may evaporate but morning always comes too late

i'll go anywhere
if you try to find me
i'll go anywhere
if you try to find me

i'll sleep anywhere
if you sleep beside me
i'll go anywhere
if you go there with me

i'll be anyone
if you'd only ask me
i'll go anywhere
if you try to find me
Track Name: fardels bear
hey fardels bear,
would you let me share
anything i want to say to you tonight
you're the only one who cares

hey fardels bear,
are you aware
you're the bringer of release and mercy, absolution
to a world that's dying here

my sadness is your honey, a gold confession
grab a cup, and drink it slowly, it's not going anywhere

if someone could tell me that heaven won’t sell me out
i’d race them to the finish line
if only if only i’d learned to be lonely
i’d have shown myself out

but he said ..

i will listen to your fears
take away the voices from your little ears
and give you back the dreams that
turned to nightmares, aspirations born of despair,
cloaked in daydreams, drifting through the unsuspecting air
i'll be your new age mental love affair

hey fardels bear,
are you still there?
can i tell you all the things i don't want
anybody else to ever hear

you know that you're the reason i'm still here

hey fardels bear..
Track Name: if i stay
slip away, slip away
before the plans we made fall through
don’t you say, don’t you say
anything i want you to
not today, it’s not today
that i will get to be with you
it’s okay, it’s okay
there’s more in life i want to do

i don’t know if i believe that’s true

if i stay, if i stay
where i am i’ll be okay
that’s a lie, that’s a lie
i’m gonna run until i die, i’ll go
far away, far away
to a place i can delay
all the problems that i have
i will never make it back
in time to face them

fall away, fall in place
fall behind, it’s not a race
to fall in love, to fall apart
when did living become an art

i don’t know if it’s worth it to start

if i stay, if i stay
where i am i’ll be okay
that’s a lie, that’s a lie
i’m gonna run until i die, i’ll go
far away, far away
to a place i can delay
all the problems that i have
i will never make it back
in time to face them
Track Name: ordinary
met a girl who caught my eye
on any other day i would have passed her by
it was ordinary, average, arbitrary
in a way that didn’t stand out in my mind

met a woman in the sky
she says rain turns to hail when your tears dry
i would have liked to believe her, it's not difficult to read her
had no reason to conceive her words as lies

but her voice wraps around my heart and echoes in my brain

i find myself trying to throw it all away
the screams and the shouts don’t even keep me awake - anymore
and it feels like i’m sinking, please check if i’m breathing
if my heart stops beating, it’s okay

i find myself trying to throw it all away
the screams and the shouts don’t even keep me awake - anymore
and it feels like i’m sinking, please check if i’m breathing
and if i’m misreading the words that you’re speaking
just let me keep thinking it’s okay