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from imaginary deadlines by fuvk

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lyrics

november 2, 2019

more words i can't get out
i thought i had it figured out
a way to live just for myself
convinced that i was doing well

more lies i couldn't see
my own advice, i couldn't keep
i let you in so easily
"detach, detach", no i don't need

but my stomach hurts, i can't fall asleep
even when you're lying next to me
a caving in my chest so deep
i feel my heart beneath my feet

i can't stand to hear your apologies
or your face twisted in sympathy
your hold so tight and comforting
but i just can't stop overthinking

i'm losing you, i can't fall asleep
even when you're lying next to me
your hold so tight and comforting
but i feel so cold i'm shivering

and my stomach hurts, but i can't eat
and i feel my body growing weak
i don't deserve your empathy
i can't stand it when you look at me

i am losing you, and you fall asleep
your self restraint is killing me
you hold me tight but i can't sleep
you're warm and i am shivering

i don't understand how it got this way
i was looking forward to today
and now living feels like a chore
i don't want to be here anymore

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from imaginary deadlines, released January 11, 2021

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